Okay, i thought i would try to write another poem while I'm bored.  I haven't really delved into the love poetry recently.  Let's go.

UNTITLED

Unfamiliar to me

Is this feeling for you

You never were before a lover

Only a friend

But now thoughts of you

And me

And daisies

Run wild through my head

In my fantasy the sun is blinded by your radiance

As I am everyday

As I see you

As I love you

But you will never know

You can't ever know

Of my love

Of my feelings for you

So I'll stay here

In the dim twilight

Thinking of you and daisies

And the radiance, of your love, and beauty

It's quite lovey dovey, seeing as how it's not even about anyone, but I thought it was okay.  Hope you enjoy

UNSURE

Where there's a will there's a way
This begins to baffle me
How do I get the will back?
How do I know my way?

I question everything
And talk of taking action
But I don't follow through
I don't fing the will

Everything is so hard
I want to be the one to rise to the challenge
But I don't know my way
Nothing seems to work

I can't do it right
I can't follow through
I hate this
I don't want to be the person...who can't

HAUNTED

My past
My prestent
My future
I don't know which I fear most

My past leads to now
Now leads to later
Later is unknown

My past haunts my steps
Like the old me tugging at the person I've become
I makes me who I am
An empty shell

This shell leads me into the future
Becomes what I will become
On tainted memory says I can never
Ever
Be whole again

FANTASY

I scare myself
I fear my thoughts

I sit in the driver's side
I turn on the ignition
I go to press the button to open the garage door
I pause

What if I just sit here?
What if I just wait?
I could drift slowly on a cloud to another world
In peace

It will all stop
The movement
The pain
The noise

Everything I cry myself to sleep about wll be...
Gone

I snap back to life
Mom's behind the wheel talking to me
So I'll wait
Until the car is back in the garage...

Okay, so those are the most recent.  Hope you enjoyed them!

okay.  So I just got the worst news I've gotten in a long while.  So i'm compelled to write.

The Dance That Changed My Life

You seemed so sad

So lonely

Sitting by yourself

I asked you to dance a hundred times

With no luck at all

But then fate happened

The boy I missed danced with me

But it was only the beginning

To be there in his arms but not be there with him

Broke my heart

So then came the part that matters

You swooped in

You danced with me

You made me feel safe and happy

For the first time that evening

You danced and I felt happy

That night changed my life

And only for the better

I gained a best friend, and Faith.

All in one night

But now I cry

I weap at my desk

And in my mommy's arms

I'm scared I won't see you

I've missed you for so long

but I guess there's nothing I can do....

All I know

Is right now

All I want to do is dance with you

~Prune~

Okay, so this would be my first post on my site for my poetry.  I should probably open it with my poetry.  I'll try to find the one I wrote at the coffee house...

Holy shit, I don't have it in my diary...well that's a set back.  Give me a moment to see if I'm inspired.

Journal

I trust you with my love
I trust you with my hate
I trust you with my pain
I trust you with my heart

So here's the thing I wonder
When I really sit down to think

Do you care about me at all?
Do you wonder if I'm okay?
Do you trust me, as I trust you?
Do you love me, as I love you?

So the escape becomes what I tried to leave
Because you never know with people

Do they care?
Do they want to know?
Do they trust you? Should you trust them?
Do they love you? Should you love them?

The questions you can never answer
Not with perfect certainty
So here it is
The cure to the problem
The words we have heard over and over

Love like you have never been hurt
Love like you will never be hurt

But here's another common quote...
Easier said than done.

Not my best work, since it kind of goes from one thing to another but it's how I feel sometimes, and it's a transition from one thought to another, which is the way I think.

I promise in the future I won't explain myself so much, and let you interpret it yourselves.....

>Prune<